I am so sorry to hear about this. Please look up if there are practitioners of Sex Surrogates: What They Do and When to See One, a WebMD article in your area. This might be the avenue to become much more comfortable and at ease with sex. Nor burdened by all the things you have just described in your former partners.
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018
Lybalvi 10 mg
Naltrexone 75 mg
Gabapentin 1500 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)
Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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