Sorry for not replying. Been super busy. I don't think I was expecting any advice, but MORE SO, just getting it off my chest. As far as sex is concerned it is the LEAST of my worries. I am currently awaiting to head to a program from another province to get the proper care I need to help myself deal with trauma on top of seeing if I can one continue with my transition with HRT. I'm currently awaiting to hear back from all the referrals, and when I can official leave to go there. Again, I wasn't expecting to get response, more so this is how I get stuff off my chest. Dunno if that comes across as silly, but I don't have family or friends. Thank you for the suggestions though ^^