I've been bad in the last two weeks
Struggling with ex-friends having children while i am in a bed and dealing with parents loss
I lost contact with friends in 2017 -my fault)
I try my best to be happy for them and bless their kids, but won't message. It is over and i am not clingy at all. I regret losing my parents and control on my life way more than struggling with solitude. And i say this from an experienced point of view being in my mid 30s

Results: my house cleaning routine used to be on point, now it is beyond mess. I am doing a little bit everyday