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Tart Cherry Jam
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Default Mar 10, 2024 at 11:38 AM
 
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
Zero hours of sleep last night.

My husband wants to cancel our romantic anniversary getaway because he said I'm manic. I was like, "FUKK NO!!!" I don't want to cancel our trip! I've been looking forward to it for weeks! He's freaking me out. I'm FINE. I'm just really getting into my creative projects. I just took some seroquel. Hopefully I can get a nap in before my alarm goes off at eleven (still have to pack and stuff). I hope the seroquel makes me tired. Yesterday it just made me high, and my pm dose did absolutely nothing (I take 200mg before bed).

Seriously, at this point, I have to drastically DRUG myself in order to get any sleep!!!

But who needs sleep anyway? I have things to do! I have access to our Amazon account now because I'm self-publishing through kdp and could TOTALLY go on a shopping spree!!!!!!!! Oh! That would be fun! I'd REALLY get in trouble though, but do I feel like a bad girl or a good girl? I'll figure that out during my restful period!

I'm so happy right now I think I'm going to start crying. Omg!!!
I hope for a safe landing for you...

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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018

Geodon 40 mg
Seroquel 75 mg


Gabapentin 1200 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)

Long term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- hypothyroidism
- obesity BMI ~ 38
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