I do need medication and a good pdoc. Not my asshole one. I don't know whats going to happen yet. I called him late yesterday and all I got was his pissed off nurse who said he wouldn't be happy with me.

Sorry for the confusion everyone. But I am going out of state in a couple hours and I'm just gonna let him decide what to do. I have backup plans and I talked with my therapist last night who is helping me out. So I don't think I'll be left hanging.