My pdocs nurse called early this morning. She said he said not to make any changes until I talk with him. And if I keep doing it I'll have to find a new pdoc. So I haven't gotten fired yet. But I'll probably get my *** kicked at my next appointment. I've been doing really well today with my anxiety and agoraphobia. Despite a wardrobe malfunction and my jeans not fitting right. I haven't gotten any looks from anyone today even if I am considered a bigger guy now. I still pass as male. In the morning I'll go out for better fitting jeans. I found a few hoodies and shirts at the thrift store. Wearing my glasses makes my physical symptoms basically dissapear.