Thank you all. I’m just utterly bereft and so very confused. I sent a text telling him that I had changed my mind about a closure session and would like to come tomorrow as suggested and that has also been completely ignored. I genuinely think he’s blocked all forms of communication with me.
I keep thinking about all the things I should have done and said to have prevented this. He’s a good, ethical therapist so I’m completely in shock that this is happening. He was always the one who believed we could find a way forward.
I can’t understand why he would not be willing to give it another try when I’ve explained how I can see now where I was going wrong, how I can change that and the difference that would make for us to be able to do the work. If he genuinely did end it because he thought he wasn’t helping, surely by me recognising all these things he should be willing to give it another try?
I feel like he really must have hated me to do this.