Almost six years since Steve's crowdfunding campaign for his second book.

I find myself remembering the night I stayed up listening to his campaign supporter livestream.

He read the introduction to the book, which included a letter he'd written to God about his anxiety.

The last line was 'Come to me as calm, and hold me while I quake.'

In the words of Ringo Starr at the Concert for George..."The meaning has changed now."