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It almost seems like depression is something that will never completely leave me. Maybe it's my own fault. Today I feel hate towards myself for my mistakes and faults. I don't know how to change, all I know is I need to keep going. There are things I can be happy about. I need to focus on the future and stop looking at the past. Right now my bed is cluttered but at least I got the floor clean. Now I'm getting off of the net and just doing what I can to make this day better. I was so bad at one time in my life. My dad just basically said, like this, one step at a time. I miss him. They both did their best. I have a life, I shouldn't waste time.
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