I thought everything today was actually going well. We were getting to the core pains, personally and with the leave. I felt like she was tracking, maybe even understanding. I even was able to do a little eye contact. And then I remembered something she said that upset me. We skipped over it, but now it's starting to eat away at me. She said something like I could have emailed more often. Like what?!?! The agreement was one email a week! I could have emailed more... WTH?!?! I'm so angry if that was supposed to be an understanding because clearly I didn't get it. It's just mind-boggling that I could have had more from her when I really needed her?