Wow.
Much respect to you!
My oldest asked me if I ever tried smoking. I said no. He asked why.
I said, "Have you ever seen me with cookies? I have no restraint. I'll eat them until they're gone.
When I was 15 I realized this about myself, and decided it best NOT to even try things that I may like that could lead me in the wrong direction.
If I did, I don't think I'd be strong enough to stop."
Much respect to you for good decisions and willpower!
I'm happy for you.
RDMercer