Pretty proud of my whole life except for a 13 year period (out of 71 years) where life got messed up. Pretty much had to fight & work extra hard to accomplish the things I wanted out of life to get my degree & have the computer engineering career I had. Lost the will to fight for those 13 years when I was 42 but in reality the fight & drive was just hidden for those years because when I found myself again I didn't bother to fight I just took the action I needed to to take care of myself & move to where I knew I could thrive alone. Those 13 years held depression, anxiety, anorexia, & traumas along with suicide attempts. The recovery process has been amazing & I love life more now than I ever did because I don't have to fight for everything & I am just thankful for what I do have after just walking away with nothing (2100 miles away) from 33 years in a bad marriage.