Most of us aren't as suicidal as we normally are lately, I'd say, which is unusual. A cycle for us normally lasts a week to a month. Some of us deal with a lot stuff like terrifying flashbacks like you're reliving it and derealization to say the least. Extreme panic in a sleep-like state that can't be described until you experience but I wouldn't wish it upon the most evil person in the world. There's cycles of overwhelming feelings of being the most worthless unwanted that make you want to jump off a cliff. On and on and on. This is Three and slightly HAL