okay, i officially finally made-up my mind. im coming out of the closet but in a way. most ppl that know me well, know that i am an extremely lazy person via of me not doing anything that is not vitally necessary to be done immediately. so, what im trying to say is that i am going to be open about it but i am not going to go tell everyone or make it a mission to get everyone that i know to understande the simple concept that i am gay. i have no desire to explain to other ppl that im gay. its just unnessary work. eventually they will find out and im simply fine with it. if anyone asks i'll say yes but im not going to yell im gay in the middle of wal mart. im not like that.
also, if u know me, u also know that i do not act gay, not even one bit. thats kinda why no one truely knows where i live. i act striaght if u wanna utilize those words but im just trying to say that i act like a normal boy. not like the "typical" gay u see on tv. and i dont listen to "gay music" i listen to my kinda music. its just me. im very unique. but thats me.
simply put, im now open but its going to be a slow process for everyone to know. but thats how i want it. if it goes that way then even then not everyone will know but im not concerned if they know or not.
thank you everyone fo all of the great advice, and the best of luck t everyone.
ich warte heir für ihr Baby.