Actually the words came to me for this feeling. I feel dirty. I don't want to be like an earth human. But I know it's only because of my anger for what has happened to me. I've always been like an angel when away from humans where my heart is always filled with love for the nature people. I love them more than all. They're my friends, my family. When fronting, I quickly age slide to Lil Paul when not thinking about earth humans for long. All things must come to an end, eventually, keeps me going. I feel lil Paul starting to front now. Bye