So I came to the realization about half an hour ago that I'm pretty hypo right now. I mean, I published four of my novels and eight short stories on Kindle Vella in like a week. I spent all last night and all today (except for during my three hour restful sleep period) working on my projects. My husband told me I've been like this for a couple of weeks now. I need to chill out. I need to get some sleep. I mean, GOD raspberry! Calm down!

I'm paranoid as fukk right now too and don't feel right. I think I'm starting to lose it. 😕 I have to call my pdoc. He's back from vacation now. I don't know if I should be on phentermine. I think it just kicked everything into high gear. I think it's making me lose my damn mind!!!!! I need to relax. I need to get seven hours of straight sleep. Oh my god! I don't feel good anymore. I feel revved up and anxious and bad and like my world has turned into a darkened dream.

So tonight I'm SLEEPING DAMN IT!

And tomorrow I'm calling my pdoc and asking him if he thinks I should be taking phentermine or not