Okay, but from what you described of your last court date, those things never get entered into the record. Your wife is the Alina Habba (trump attorney) of irrelevant and ignored court statements.
Its very easy to - whats the word? masticate? perseverate? Go around in circles in your mind. Obsess. I cant think of the word. As Cher said to nic cage, "Snap out of it!"