So I believe Victoria has psychosis. Finally got her to shower. Finally told h about it. He's not taking it well. We're going to see if her therapist has a sliding scale fee so she can do both PHP and therapy. That and she just started classes again this week. I hate this for her. Her therapist doesn't think it's psychosis I hope I'm wrong. I took a shower tonight too. H doesn't understand how I can be so okay about everything but I'm in fight mode. I'm not okay I need a therapist. I have to take everything in stride or I won't know things that will save her life. I don't want this illness and I don't want my daughter to have this illness. I don't know how to get her Dr to take her seriously. Poor girl needs help and we're here watching her discover things she thought were normal. I'm lost.