And try not to spend your mental energy deciphering his odd and inconsistent behavior patterns. Was he using you for sex? Probably not, given such very infrequent sexual encounters and his later claims that he had doubts about his size etc. Was he using you for something else, such as to bolster his ego? He probably was. But you are not paid to write and defend a thesis about this man's motives and motivation.
I would also rejoice that you can end it early and walk away relatively unscarred.
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018
Lybalvi 10 mg
Naltrexone 75 mg
Gabapentin 1500 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)
Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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