@Tart Cherry Jam thank you so much for this! I really appreciate it, it's been a long hard road, and I am just now learning to navigate it without him. Today is a much better day mostly because I got 9 hours of sleep last night! I think with all the crying and grieving it took a lot out of me and I just sort of collapsed.

One thing I will say about nighttime meds, and especially Seroquel, sometimes they don't work if you're not somewhat or at least a little bit tired when you take them. If you are still a little energized from the night and still up and about doing things, it won't be a good idea to take them even if your intent is to go straight to bed. Definite don't recommend taking a double dose because that morning hangover is the worst. But yeah, try and get yourself at least somewhat sleepy before taking it.