Everyone has told me to cut him off. Great, I can do that, since I may be moving to another house, and not be in the neighbourhood. Earlier I thought it’s impossible to cut him off since I’ll keep seeing him on weekends or whenever he is coming home on his scooter. Even so, can anyone help me cut him off mentally? I may block him, but can I stop thinking about him suddenly? This is because I have been sad and numb since a while. Even my mother told me she understands. I’m glad I could find someone to talk to. But it doesn’t leave me mind does it? It’ll go eventually, I hope. I just wanna know. What was that? I’m not angry, not that much anyway. Maybe indignation. I have been loved by my parents physically except when my mom is upset at me I may not get hugs.
He said he avoids physical contact at home, his parents do not talk about sexual issues and relationships at home. Comparatively I am lucky, since everyone is willing to talk to me about it! Even my mom, sis and other trusted friends.