I understand. I’ve realised that humans have a drive for sex since it is hardwired into our brain. And yet the emotional part of it is still there, which means we want to love the person we have sex with, or whatever leads up to it. For pleasure though, people get used very often. I am quite sure, that he would have imagined it, since he said he wanted more. Now he wouldn’t openly say what since it may be embarrassing for him. But I know that in real life it would not work on me. Since I’ll be numb like a stone. The knowledge that someone doesn’t love you can greatly change how much response we show, I feel. So with him, as much as I want from him, I’ll never enjoy it.