Well, Angel, one of the hardest things to do is learn to accept our outside circumstances for what they are. If they aren't what we want them to be, we have to learn to try to change them instead of letting them get us unnecessarily down to the point that we dwell on them and end up feeding our own depression further. I have yet to learn this, but it is one of the many goals in my life. I hope you are able to find some peace soon. Be safe.

Ryan