Oh! Asking to meet in person was so so difficult! She had brought up our anniversary and asked if there's anything I'd like. I said what's the point, it's not like I could see you in person. She said why not... I told her because she only works twice a week. I forget what was said after that, but we left the conversation open. I really wanted in person, and she seemed to encourage me to ask for it as if there was a chance. So I emailed asking her. I told her if she said no, I would be angry. Not for the "no", but because she encouraged me and it was so vulnerable to ask. I'm supposed to find out today. I'm super nervous. A "no" answer is going to stir up a ton of emotions.

I am hoping things are getting back on track. Last session was a step forward, not backwards.