I feel kinda not good today. I don't know why. I needed all my valium before noon and then I went ahead with my Geodons too around the same time. I binge watched all 4 episodes of the docuseries Quiet On The Set. I took melatonin at 2 and I just grazed on food all day but not really eating much. Idk. I'm kind of just existing today

I found popcorn in the pantry that expired in 2019. My first thought was "that was before the pandemic." My second thought was "we took this with us when we moved?"

My mom and brother never got sick. I don't understand how I get these things basically just by exisiting. I don't eat out and my mom goes everywhere I go and she is always fine.

Man that 25mil of melatonin did nothing to make me tired.

Ugh I took too much again. And I didn't eat enough today