I have talked to two qualified therapists here that are certified to do EMDR and they don't even want me in the same zip code as them. I had a heat stroke back in my army days and it led to me developing a grand mal seizure disorder. None of my doctors have recommended EFT tapping. They did however recommend ketamine therapy. I had that done, and don't remember a bit of it. I exited that mess in 1989, got a Bachelors in physics and then joined the army. I have had time to work on it, and have not been idle in that. There are parts that still want to hang on, and being combat deployed in the army just made it worse I think. I will ask Dr. Xanax, Master of the Comatose State, my psychiatrist about it. Thank you, those people destroyed so many lives, Six of the people I grew up with have all committed suicide. It is so senseless, and someone that would do a child in the way we were treated, they are not humans, they are monsters.