Dr. S - I miss you. I cancelled on Dr. H for tomorrow. I didn't want to see him and I still don't. I figured (kept/keep thinking) that all that time I went to session when I didn't feel like it ... what did it get me. So, why go now if I don't feel like it. And after reading Dr. D's notes; why go and have more stuff written down about me... pathologizing my existence - my willingness to be open and explore parts of myself and to be honest with another person about that experience and how I am feeling about existing - about my everyday life?

You wrote notes like that about me. Some of it would be fair - some of it wouldn't.