ive been o focused on hoping on my ma wanting help that i dont think about helping me-hopefuly i can change-latly ive been opening up to my grandma more-thats something

and I have made an agreement with my grandma that if things get to overwelming that i will move in with them for a while- we only live 4 miles apart anyway

and if i do want to go to a therapist- id have to have my grandparents help me cause im still working on geting my drivers lisence

there were no outbursts today and it was easier to relax today- but i did confide wtih my grandma today again