I am terrified of men. I avoid eye contact with them when I'm talking to them. I forget what I'm going to say sometimes. I stutter sometimes when I talk to them. I know men are a lot stronger and faster than me. When they are angry, I feel distressed and shake. I know they can be aggressive, and I want no part of that. Even the sweetest gentleman gets angry and expresses his anger. I can't disagree with or be assertive with a man because I'm afraid he'll get angry and beat me up. One time some big guy bumped into me from behind at the store so hard and I fell into the shelf, and I was the one who apologized. Even men smaller than me kicked my butt before. I really don't want to make a man angry. I'm always super nice and respectful to men in public to avoid getting on their bad sides. I love men so much, so this fear is hard to deal with. I hope I can overcome this fear of men someday.