I'm doing ok physically today. I haven't had any major stomach issues. I've been wearing my glasses which is helping a lot.

I just feel stuck and not happy. I feel like I'm in a rut. I spend my days in bed and I don't know who I am anymore. I felt happier before I transtioned if I'm being honest. I felt safer and less paranoid and not like I had to fit some standard. Idk. I'm just really down about it all. And since I've had surgery already I'm stuck.

Coming out and going on hormones and getting surgery in less than a year is a lot.