I wish I was all grown up, resolved, and uncomplexed! No such luck over here. Every time I start to post or even do post something I'm afraid it's too negative and I stop or delete it. I feel guilty that I feel so bad/sad about ending with L, when it was MY decision, when others are struggling with terminations by their t. I feel like I'm just being a big-***** baby whining about it.

Although come to think of it maybe it was her decision all along but she didn't have the cajones to terminate, so she just said those ****** things to me to get me hurt/pissed off enough to quit.

See that's the stuff I've been posting/deleting lately.