I've been eating everything in sight lately and I can't seem to stop and I keep gaining weight. I'm just sick about it. 3 times in the past few months I bought these big bags of reeses off of amazon and kept them in my office drawer so h wouldn't know (yay me hiding food ) and i ate them each within a couple of days. I ate so many of them, so fast, I kept feeling sick to my stomach but I kept eating them anyway. Yeesh. I just joined another 12-step program a couple days ago to get help with this, OA (overeaters anon). It's like, I feel so empty inside because of this whole mess with L (why the **** do I care so much) that I have to keep eating trying to fill the bottomless emptiness. Ugh. I've gained back all the weight I had lost after the hospital thing last June. Double ugh. I'm so gross I don't know how I just admitted that to y'all.