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Originally Posted by comrademoomoo
Have you read Mother Hunger? It's specifically about problematic mothers and our relationship with them so might not be relevant for you (I don't know your family situation), but the bottomless emptiness is very relevant to what she discusses.
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Thank you. I will look into that book. I have done SO much work around my f'd up relationship with my mother, and I suspect that I have not yet done enough because some of the patterns are being repeated with L right now. I see this, with her ignoring that email. It's an exact repeat of how my mom used to ignore me and my siblings if we were bad or displeasing her. So I assume I have displeased L somehow and that's why she ignored my email.
SO complicated.