We spent the day going through magic cards. I'm failing at creating a happy, healthy adult. She now needs to take breaks from socializing with us. But at least she opened her cards with us. I'm officially off trintillex and on to Zoloft but my meds haven't come in the mail yet. H is getting tired of going out. I just want a place that feels like home. I wish Florida wasn't hostile to us. I'll get use to here but it's taking a long time. I asked my Dr for a disability bus pass but she never got back to me. My parents want me to get a disability placard. I wish there was a place that had an elevator, walk-in shower, washer dryer in building, and grocery store in my walking distance that took sec.8. I want to be independent but I'm getting worse movement wise.. h doesn't want me in assisted living if he dies so we have to figure out something. H isn't dieing but his general health is not the best. So he gets concerned. He didn't like how everything went to **** when he had to leave. But I don't know how to remedy it.