OMG, T. Tomorrow is the day I give you the journal entry I wrote about this incident. my body is going insane in trying to get me the hell away from this topic of conversation. constant nausea, thrown up a few times, my mouth and jaw are swollen and it hurt to eat. My hips/butt hurt from sitting.Too much going on. I am giving y ou the letter and leaving the room. I can't take all of this physical pain anymore. I don't know what else to do