It's a challenge for me but I'm gonna be emotionally mature about this it is not mens fault that one person is awful and has no life and was or is obsessed with me. The fact that they said they tried to contact me and couldn't is cringe but would be attributed to the fact that I have settings on my Facebook so that randoms can't contact me but I feel like it would of been a lot worse if I had personally been sent those images by the worthless swine that made them. So I'm thankful for Facebook settings anyway that account is down. I've also been studying for when I go back to Tafe I've decided I'm not gonna throw my precious life away because of a worthless loser with no life. Obviously no decent man with any self love would do something that cruel to a women so I'll just be sad that this person has no love in there hearts and that they are empty. Really it's a reflection of them, but I need to grow up emotionally I can't just act emotionally everytime there's a setback or I'd drive myself mad and I'm only harming myself. My family is right why do I care about a stupid photo I asked myself this and it's not worth thinking about. Not worth losing sleep about what others think about an ugly distasteful image that wasn't even done correctly or done well. I.e they couldn't of even got a hard **** for me to suck but a flaccid one that is very sad. I will pray for this person to stop being so hateful and find a life worth living they must be a very sad and low individual to have done this. I however have to be stronger than these losers or I will drown and never succumb to anything it's up to me and my mind has better things to think of then a dumb cock on the internet. It's time for me to emotionally grow up and make something valuable of my life not sit here to and do nothing makes me grateful, that I don't want to be anything like that person filled with hatred but I want to make a life worthy of myself. I also think any worthy man on the internet is not going to care about some stupid fake images on the internet. No worthy man is gonna look down on me because of something that wasnt even my fault so why do I care or even worry what they think? I must think so low of myself to even question how they'd view my worth. That's sad and I pray for myself that I do find self worth and love and compassion for myself I need a lot of compassion for myself. I've gone through so much I deserve compassion for myself and to give myself a break I'm so hard on myself and for what to make myself hurt. That's so sad I'm my worst enemy. I pray for myself and my own healing