your emailed apology and added context is just what i need. i know some of it was essentially a repeat of things you said in session last week, but having them in writing to reread and process in my own time and own way is helpful. i wouldn't say this situation is completely resolved yet--no doubt i'll have more feelings and questions come up--but i'm ready to switch focus back to talking about my mother's death. well, as ready as i can be given all the conflicting thoughts and feelings i have about it.