Sorry I'm cringing uncomfortably now and feeling very very mixed but just wanted to say for some reason for decade I've always had this thing in back of my mind called Plan B which is a plan to give up on life and go to forest to die of starvation, and it just occurred to me that in society there is a thing called Plan B that is an emergency contraception that is used to prevent the birth of life. And that for some reason made me feel...idk. Wishing my parents used Plan B on me so I don't have to use Plan B. Just hanging on, so far, I have nobody to talk to and just pace back and forth by my bed in my airbnb room.