I have been having flashbacks with my eyes closed and they are sexual 99 percent of the time. I’m just not sure they actually happened to me. These are not hallucinations upon falling asleep or waking up. I’m awake just have my eyes closed. Trying to rest but I know for a fact I’m wide awake. I always see them in 3rd person. Like an observer. The other day I had a flashback with my eyes closed of receiving o@@l from what I believe was my dad. Had that gut feeling. Anyway, this time I saw it in 1st person looking down past my stomach to my pri@tes where it was happening through my eyes inside my body. Anyone else experience anything like this?