So that's what it is!!!! I don't feel it much any more and to tell the truth, I miss it sometimes. It's the way the sunshine looks... it used to give me an eerie feeling... in fact, I wrote my very first poem when I was having this feeling... WOW! Melancholy... yes... if I heard kids playing in the street (in fact, that is one of the lines in the poem), I felt as though some of my childhood was coming back to haunt me... things I'd missed, feelings I'd wished I'd had... "the laughter in the street." There was some kind of Indian Summer feel to it... Mercy! Yikes! I can almost feel it again! (shiver!)

Should I be glad that now I know what it is or do I want to believe (Heck! I know!) that it was some kind of de ja voux? Is... was...

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<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>