I do encourage you to see a professional. It may makes a big different. (S)he will know the therapy to apply. Or the strategies to work on your issues.

I tell you because I have Social Anxiety and the therapies I did, helped me a lot.

I committed the error to isolate myself from any interaction along seven years. I didn’t want anybody to know about my struggles because I was ashamed for being different and I didn’t want to charge my parents economically, either.
It was when I began to work when I looked for a psychologist. Nonetheless, I progressed but it was more difficult than if I were received professional support sooner.
There’s hope. Have you told your parents about it or you also feel ashamed as I used to feel?