DID is called the disorder of hiddenness and then it starts popping its head up, often later on in life. Not sure if I like that but lately the switching is becoming more aware to me.


Anyway idk why I'm blabbering. Wishing that I'd stand up for what I believe in because this reality is just drop dead evil so why am I not heading off to the forest to starve? One should stand up for what's right and protest! Memories are still fuzzy but I vaguely recall being in the airbnb room in agoura hills and doing the necessary things to go to the forest and now I read my posts of alters saying I'm in the black void which I truly think is a form of a torturous hell.


You just gotta love reality! I'm getting very angry, and thinking about doing something. Maybe the "inner people" better get the "specialist" ready!