I’m alive but I feel so much anxiety. About work. Due to go back in a week after the Easter “break” where I can’t even drive anywhere. Absolutely nothing to do so I walked my son around the neighbourhood whilst he rode his bike. See my pdoc next week Thursday in the morning. Have an 8:30am appointment and we’re driving with work traffic so will take me around 2 hours for my partner to drive me there. Nothing l leaving 6:30am!