I'm officially stopping the phentermine. It hasn't decreased my appetite. It hasn't given me more energy. I think it's making me depressed actually. I think the only way I'm going to lose weight is if I stop seroquel, which isn't happening. Even my pdoc didn't bring up doing that. I really DON'T want to stop seroquel. I don't want to go on an AP rollercoaster. My mental health is fragile enough as is.

So FUKK YOU phentermine!!! Useless med!

I've been taking too much gabapentin as of late to get high, just because I can now because I have so much extra, which I know is bad. I just want to sleep. I have to work on formatting for my ebook version of one of my books though because I'm running an ad campaign for it on the 17th. I've been reading a lot as of late. Read two books yesterday. Both fellow indie authors. Left reviews for both. I figure in my creative drought period I might as well read a ton. Good escape anyway.