I have three days off work starting today. So nice. Its been awhile since I posted in here so I don’t think I mentioned but I got a new job. I’ve been at it two weeks so far. It’s retail again. But it’s a much better environment than my last job. I’m sore as hell when I get home though. But I iced my back last night when I got home and that helped some.

I’m doing well, things are going good. Jobs going good, my relationship is going well. We’ve been together 1 year now. Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary, the day of the solar eclipse. We’re making shrimp scampi and fruit sorbet to celebrate. And I got those solar eclipse glasses so I can see the eclipse tomorrow. I missed the last one , definitely not missing this one.

I’ve been doing well on my meds. Working again has helped my anxiety a lot. When I have too much time to myself like when I wasn’t working I start having panic attacks daily and dissociating a lot. So it’s better when I’m working even if it is kind of overwhelming sometimes and physically exhausting.

Violin lessons are going well. I’m learning a lot. I’m still volunteering with the cat rescue organization here and there when I have time.

But yeah I’m doing really well overall. The Thorazine increase has helped me a lot. My mood swings are less. Again, I also think working helps my mental health a lot. It’s a combination of things that helps. Meds, sleep, work/socializing, being physically active, etc.

I’m gonna watch some anime with a glass of wine and just thoroughly enjoy being off my feet today. I’m still sore from work yesterday.

Hope you all are well, also mocha and Mustachio are doing really well too (my cats) mocha loves to be brushed I just discovered. He loves it, purrs a lot and rolls over and lets me rub his belly. He’s such a chill cat. Mustachio doesn’t like being brushed lol shes still a sweetheart though