I now just feel sooo free! We can breathe! I feel so bad for some of our parts, but when they front and completely take over it sinks us like a ton of bricks. The overwhelming heavy feelings are indescribable. Imagine alice and wonderland like times a billion. A dissociation of nightmares in hell. How such parts exists I can't understand. What do I/we do? I can't believe any therapist can help us. But we'll keep hanging in there and try out best to stay focused on the positive! It's our only hope!