I'm still feeling a bit sad about the whole AI porn images I realise it's out of my control now so I don't worry about it others opinion will always be there opinion. My focus now is getting NDIS help so that I can get an occupational therapist for everyday life my ADD impacts my organisation and doing simple things. I'm also going to the GP to get some counselling appts bulk billed. I feel like at this time I'm still sensitive and I just acknowledge the anxiety that I feel at this time but also the helplessness that I feel not being fully independent. I truly hope this is the last time I apply to NDIS and that I get it it would change the dynamic at home. I feel my mother's sadness at me not being fully independent would ease and she'd be relieved to see me improve. I guess it's what I've been waiting for I hope it finally happens for me. I pray that this year is the year of change deep and everlasting change in me. I also hope for people's positive thoughts and light towards me.