I guess no one can help... ?

I was feeling far better about my ex before he moved into my neighborhood. Meaning, I got to a place where I was more indifferent to him, rather than enraged by him. And now I am enraged by him, all over again.

It's like I am re-experiencing the abuse. In fact, it feels like he IS still abusing me. He knows that him moving so close to me will seriously bother and irk me to no end. I believe he's made this move on purpose, for just that reason.

I am lining up a therapist through my job and I will have weekly calls with my abuse advocate through the local domestic violence center. I know one thing: I need to gather up a support system.