My pdoc was actually really nice. He didn't yell at me about the lamictal. He just said that if I do continue to change my meds on own I'll be fired as a patient. But he didn't even have a tone or anything. He agreed to let me stay on the 75mg Lamictal. I wanted to go higher but he said not right now. I need to go up really slowly. I think he thinks I'm doing pretty good at this dose. He is also putting me back on 25mg Prestiq instead of Wellbutrin. So he did listen and wasn't an ***.

After that I spent the evening throwing up again. I found some Pedialyte popsicles and even those I couldn't keep down. I woke up feeling queasy.