my body gets taken over also....
i can observe me but i cant control me.
i do things, says things, think things that arent what i want.....and i have no way to stop it...
sometimes i cut myself just so i can snap out of it.
but sometimes its so bad i cant observe it, but my friends say im "a different person"
and i cant remember things or events, i cant remember events that involve celebrations with my family sometimes, or commitments i made, or if i took a pill or if i didnt...
i have to keep a log at all times of what i do at what time of what day or i will not remember....